Friday, February 25, 2005

Falling apart~



Ah dah lama rasanye tak merepek meraban kat blog. Kesihatan yg makin parah dan tidak terkawal ini membuatkan aku rase nk duk dlm tabung uji..takyah buat pape. Dalam mase tak sampai dua bulan.. macam-macam sakit aku kena. Demam jer dah empat kali.. asma aku ni.. tak usah cite.. sampai doc ketuk tangan aku dgn pen sbb die geram sgt aku stubborn tanak berpantang makan minum. Abis tu sume takley amik.. yg leh amik, air panas/suam.. nasik putih.. bubur.. dan sup je.. sape tahan? Start dr food poisoning dulu... sore throat jer dua kali.. batuk 2 kali.. flu.. ni tonsil lak ade problem. Dua hari lepas, bangun je mata lak pedih semacam.. ingat pedih biase.. tp bile lelama.. rase macam kene siat jer.. tgh malam tu aku pi hospital.. [saje malas nk pi awal2, nanti kene tunggu turn lama gile]. Pegi pun sbb membe2 dah bising.. pastu pk tanak aa selfish.. takut berjangkit kat sesape ke..

Aku igt takde lah seriyes.. maklum la tade pengalaman la bab2 sakit mate ni.. rupe-rupenye aku kene conjunctivitis. Doc ckp, very infective. Terus die ckp, aku kene duk umah.. tak ley kuar.. dpt MC seminggu. Ok bagus.. lepas ni aku ley wat koleksi MC terbanyak di kalangan MMU students.

Tp yg tak besnye bile dah byk kali MC ni.. lecturer pun cam dah x caye jer.. ade yg siap mintak original copy. Tak kesah ar..len la aku kelentong ke ape ke.. tp aku sendiri dah naik segan nk kasik MC. Kebetulan asyik lecturer yg same je pulak tu.

Bebaru ni dem tul.. seawal pagi, tgh kelam kabut nak pi CCIP dlm kul 8.50 camtu.. tibe2 ade problem besar dgn neighbour yg selfish lagi arrogant. Geram betul aku! Mmg spoil mood aku for the whole day.. Tak byk ckp, tak byk gelak.. Mmg marah betul aku aritu dgn die. Nasib baik die jarang balik umah kat sini.. kalu tak, eeeee... mmg kete die aku kerjakan.

Apepun.. CCIP atau Cross Cultural Integration Program mmg best gak aa.. maklumlah event besar. Aku jd komiti bhgn games. Best aa.. pasal ley main games sambil2 jaga tempat tu. Ade traditional games macam congkak, lompat getah, teng2, gasing, batu seremban, chess, dan lelain. Kalau nak tgk gmbr, ley pi kat fotopages sHa.


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TRITUN dulu.. ahaks.. lupe lak nk update pasal tu.. TRITUN ataupun nama penuh die, Temasya Pantun Intervarsiti Tiga Penjuru berlangsung pada 4 hingga 6 Februari lepas. Johan pantun ialah UKM [yuhuu~~ jgn tanye apsal aku suke..hahah].. 1st runner up, MMU [tahniah beb].. dan 2nd runner up, UM. UKM memang patut menang lah sebab dengar cerita diorg jawab secara spontan.. takde tulis pape pun. Bravo ah~


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sori aa takde gambar pemantun2 atau suasana event tu..sbb aku kene jage bahagian makanan aa.. hehe.


GEMA bebaru ni.. performance ok.. peserta sume rata-rata superb la.. cuma ade la satu dua band yg mcm syiok sendiri.. dah aa lompat tak masuk dgn drum.. ape da! Wat malu je. Byk kali lak tu. Tp peserta2 solo/duet la paling best. Hampir semuanye berbakat lah. Tp tu la.. ade satu grup ni.. kekonon sedap sgtlah suara.. rupenye minus one diorg ade suara artis tu. hahaha~ Audition aritu tak de la bes sgt.. suara pun cam tak natural.. camne ley masuk final tah.. kan dah kene boo. Setakat lagu mendatar camtu.. sesape pun leh nyanyi. Org ckp sbb kroni.. taknak terime. Dah mmg sah2.


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Apepun syabas aa pada yg menang... johan solo/duet, korang mmg layak menang..dah dijangka dah pun. Salute aa pd korang. Mmg bes. Aku jerit macam nak meletup tekak. Heheh.. yg lelain problem.. MC.. bahhh~ korang mmg tak layak jd MC.. sorry to say. Korang duk pok pek merepek atas pentas.. audience kutuk korang kaw kaw punye. Apsal takde skrip? Bukan keje steno ke tu? Takpun MC sendiri kene amik inisiatif aa.. Kate nak sgt pertengahkan lagu-lagu Melayu, tp MC punye bahse tu pun kene la jaga.. doesnt mean u've to be formal.. tp jgnlah dirojakkan bahse tu.. sampaikan 'terbaik' pun jd 'terbalik'. WTF?

Pastu yg paling bengang to da max.. panas nak mampus hall tu! Dem betul. Yg ni aku tau takley salah kan komiti.. tp FMD .. ataupun MMU sendiri yg kononnye canggih. GEMA yg lepas pun ramai org tapi takde pun panas camtu.. bagi la alasan papepun.. tetap takley trime!

Audience pun tak sporting sgt.. byk ngutuk drpd menyokong. Aku duk blakang skali, aku tau la. Overall, GEMA ok tapi tak lah bes sgt. Best lagi Wings of Borneo bebaru ni.. superb aah lighting die.. tabek spring beb~

Aku telah berjaye dipujuk Bern n Shidi.. dan berjaye jugak memujuk Sha utk register silat cekak. AHAHAH! Actually aku nak masuk silat sejak Alpha lagi.. tp takde kesempatan la. Skang baru ade..tu pun tktau la camne.. takut busy plak. Hope korang puas ati la ye! ehee.

Ok lah.. nak siap pi kampus. Bye.

p/s: Thanks to conjunctivitis, skang aku dah berjaye atasi fobia menggunakan eye drops. Ahahah~


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Aku br jer terima satu link yg diforward oleh membe aku kat YM. Dem betul.. marahnye aku!! Website ni menghina MALAYSIA to da max! Someone needs to do sumthing bout this.

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Friday, February 18, 2005

Why Does It Hurt So Bad


by Whitney Houston


Why does it hurt so bad?
Why do I feel so sad?
Thought I was over you
But I keep crying
When I don't love you
So why does it hurt so bad
I thought I had let you go
So, why does it hurt me so
I gotta get you outta my head
It hurts so bad

My life's been better since the day I left you boy
I must admit life's been kind to me
I went and did the things I said I would do boy
I found someone who loves me for me
Haven't had much drama since the day that we split boy
My heart's never been more at ease
And when I think of all the things you put me thru
Leaving you has been the best thing for me

Why does it hurt so bad?
Why do I feel so sad?
Thought I was over you
But I keep crying
When I don't love you
So why does it hurt so bad
I thought I had let you go
So, why does it hurt me so
I gotta get you outta my head
It hurts so bad

Never again that's what I said to myself
I never wanna feel your kinda pain again boy
Just when I think it's over
Just when I think it's thru
I find myself right back in love with you

Why does it hurt so bad?
Why do I feel so sad?
Thought I was over you
But I keep crying
When I don't love you
So why does it hurt so bad
I thought I had let you go
So, why does it hurt me so
I gotta get you outta my head
It hurts so bad

hurts so...


p/s: I knew you would come back to haunt me..

Thursday, February 17, 2005

# Sudut Mari Merenung #


Ada seorang pemuda yang lama sekolah di luar negeri, kembali ke tanah air. Sesampainya di rumah ia meminta kepada orang tuanya untuk mencari seorang guru agama, kiyai atau sesiapa sahaja yang boleh menjawab 3 pertanyaannya.
Akhirnya orang tua pemuda itu mendapatkan orang tersebut, seorang kiyai.

Pemuda: Anda siapa? Dan apakah bisa menjawab pertanyaan-pertanyaan saya?

Kiyai : Saya hamba Allah dan dengan izin-Nya saya akan menjawab pertanyaan anda.

Pemuda: Anda yakin? Sedangkan Profesor dan ramai orang yang pintar tidak mampu menjawab pertanyaan saya.

Kiyai : Saya akan mencuba sejauh kemampuan saya.

Pemuda: Saya ada 3 pertanyaan:-

1. Kalau memang Tuhan itu ada, tunjukan wujud Tuhan kepada saya

2. Apakah yang dinamakan takdir

3. Kalau syaitan diciptakan dari api kenapa dimasukan ke neraka yang dibuat dari api, tentu tidak menyakitkan buat syaitan. Sebab mereka memiliki unsur yang sama. Apakah Tuhan tidak pernah berfikir sejauh itu?

Tiba-tiba kyai tersebut menampar pipi pemuda tadi dengan keras.

Pemuda (sambil menahan sakit): Kenapa anda marah kepada saya?

Kiyai : Saya tidak marah...Tamparan itu adalah jawaban saya atas 3 pertanyaan yang anda ajukan kepada saya.

Pemuda: Saya sungguh-sungguh tidak mengerti.

Kiyai : Bagaimana rasanya tamparan saya?

Pemuda: Tentu saja saya merasakan sakit.

Kiyai : Jadi anda percaya bahwa sakit itu > > ada?

Pemuda: Ya!

Kiyai : Tunjukan pada saya wujud sakit itu!

Kiyai : Itulah jawaban pertanyaan pertama...kita semua merasakan kewujudan Tuhan tanpa mampu melihat

Kiyai : Apakah tadi malam anda bermimpi akan ditampar oleh saya?

Pemuda: Tidak.

Kiyai : Apakah pernah terfikir oleh anda akan menerima sebuah tamparan dari saya hari ini?

Pemuda: Tidak.

Kiyai : Itulah yang dinamakan takdir.

Kiyai : Terbuat dari apa tangan yang saya gunakan untuk menampar anda?

Pemuda: Kulit.

Kiyai : Terbuat dari apa pipi anda?

Pemuda: Kulit.

Kiyai : Bagaimana rasanya tamparan saya?

Pemuda: Sakit.

Kiyai : Walaupun syaitan dijadikan dari api dan neraka juga terbuat dari api, jika Tuhan menghendaki maka neraka akan menjadi tempat yang menyakitkan untuk syaitan.

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Quizzie time







You Are A Romantic


You are more romantic than 80% of the population.






You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.
Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.
Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.
Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!












You Have A Type A- Personality



A-





You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.

When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds


Monday, February 14, 2005

Sweet~



Sumone made a surprise for me and sent these images via YM. Sometimes a silly thing can be this special. Thanks to you. You made me speechless..



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Sunday, February 13, 2005

Lagak Ngeri Pelumba Motor Masa Kini














terpamer reaksi muka-tak-bersalah


Sunday, February 06, 2005

Duh!



Damn you make me angry!
You want me to be perfect..but you aint perfect enuff.
We're all having the same pressure.. and please add no more.
I've done so many things for you..
and all you know is find as many mistakes as you can.
wtf?





p/s: selagi aku boleh sabar, aku sabar. so please..!

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Burning anger


Damn!
I hate you!
Why do you have to do this?
What is her fault?
Where the hell is ur brain?
What has she done to you till you make her suffer to death?
I HATE YOU!!
FOREVER AND ALWAYS!
YOU CAN ROT IN HELL!
FUCK you ten thousands times!

I really hate you and please die!


Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Best Friends


The night was clear; the sky full of stars;
Our breaths turned to fog as we talked.
We poured out our hearts and our thoughts about life,
Trusted each other with secrets
Untold to anyone else.

I've found a companion who knows what I mean
When I try to describe what I feel.
She understands everything as if she were me;
She feels what I'm feeling and thinks my thoughts.

Unaware of the time, we talked and we talked,
Gazing at patterns of lights in the sky.
What a beautiful night to spend with a friend!


This was written for Deandra Jae Leonard, 12/12/95


Dear Sha,
We've been through a very hard time few days back and I'm totally sorry for treating you so badly.

Forgive me...
Love,
Ayu.