That adorable me is not me.

I am not soft and cuddly.

I am not a lady who people would go "Ahh... such a adorable young lady."

I don't throw a sweet smile and pleasant gestures causing men to go like "This is every man's dream."

And I certainly won't make cute expressions and twist my hair making people say "She's a bimbo."

I am hard. Harsh to men who try to provoke me, or play me. Men who act like a know-it-all.

Men who think all women are stupid. And weak.

I don't talk nice to men. I am not that polite. I don't smile to strangers, moreover men. I walk passed by them and I feel nothing.

I don't drool over men with long spiky hair. I don't fancy men with baggy pants. With Nike sneakers. I certainly do not feel a thing with men who coloured their hair.  Morever pierced.

I can't tolerate smokers. Especially those with their family. It's sickening.

And I absolutely do not allow men to step on my head, thinking their jurisdiction and opinions are always correct. When this kind of men trying to act smartly and being outspoken, I go straight and make them say sorry.

I am neither perfect nor great. I am after all still a woman.

Just please do not make me cross my line by crossing yours.

Cause you will not like it.

Have it your way.

A true Harry Potter fan should know this.

If you didn’t read the books:


You wouldn’t know who Peeves was.

You wouldn’t know how the Weasley Twins made WWW coming from a poor family.

You wouldn’t know about Dumbledore and Grindelwald.

You wouldn’t know much about the Marauders.

You wouldn’t know about Voldemort’s past.

You wouldn’t know the TRUE meaning of “Always.”

You wouldn’t know much about Neville’s past.

You wouldn’t know much about Remus and Nymphadora.

You wouldn’t know about Teddy.

You wouldn’t know or understand the struggle of Draco Malfoy.

You wouldn’t know what really went on at the Quidditch World Cup.

You wouldn’t know much about Snape’s past.

You wouldn’t know or understand the true depth of Harry’s relation with Sirius.

You wouldn’t know about Winky.

You wouldn’t know about Dobby and his sacrifices.

You wouldn’t know much about Horcrux’s.

You wouldn’t know about how the final Horcrux happened and how it was destroyed.

You wouldn’t know anything about Luna’s room.

You wouldn’t know about Dean in Shell Cottage.

You wouldn’t know that Harry repaired his own wand and returned the Elder Wand to its original place.

You wouldn’t know about the true importance of the Deathly Hallows.

You wouldn’t know about S.P.E.W.

You wouldn’t know about Harry, Ron and Hermione’s O.W.L grades.

You wouldn’t know that Dudley said to Harry: “I don’t think you’re a waste of space.”

You wouldn’t know who Snuffles is.

You wouldn’t know that Weasleys came to pick Harry from Dursleys for Quidditch World Cup.

You wouldn’t know how Alastor ‘Mad-Eye’ Moody died.

You wouldn’t know that the curse that chopped George’s ear off was actually Snape trying to cut another Death Eater’s wand.

You wouldn’t know the creatures Lupin introduced in third year, like the Grindylow.

You wouldn’t know what happened to Buckbeak.

You wouldn’t know that Draco and Tonks are cousins.

You wouldn’t know how to get to the kitchen.

You wouldn’t know that Stan Shumpike became a Death Eater.

You wouldn’t know about Sirius’ mum’s portrait.

You wouldn’t know how Remus became a werewolf.

You wouldn’t know about Victorie & Teddy.

You wouldn’t know Tonks’ parents.

You wouldn’t know Fred’s complete death.

You wouldn’t know Neville’s parents at St. Mungo’s.

 You dont know Harry/Ginny’s real relationship

You wouldn’t know about the apparating sessions.

You wouldn’t know how Firenze took place of Divination teacher for a while.

You wouldn’t know much about anything.

You wouldn’t know that Harry and Lupin argued at Grimmauld Place.

You wouldn’t know about Dumbledore’s Funeral.

You wouldn’t know how Harry and Dumbledore actually made it to the Astronomy Tower that night.

You wouldn’t know the truth about Harry and Cho’s relationship.

You wouldn’t know what really went on in the Ministry of Magic. (Order of the Phoenix)

You wouldn’t know about the build of friendship and possible romance between Dean and Luna at Shell Cottage

You wouldn’t know that Tonks & Lupin named Harry as Teddy’s godfather.

You wouldn’t know how Peter Pettigrew really died.

You wouldn’t know that Rita Skeeter is an unregistered animagus.

You wouldn’t know that Padma Patil is actually a Ravenclaw.

You wouldn’t know that Colin Creevey died in the finally battle.

You wouldn’t know about Potterwatch.

You wouldn’t know about Peeves.

You wouldn’t know about the gift the Weasley twins left behind for Umbridge to clean up.


And,

You could name each one of them below. By heart.

Salam Maulidur Rasul.

Sempena Maulidur Rasul yang baru sahaja lepas, aku nak share video ni di mana Ustaz Haron Din menceritakan detik beliau bermimpi bertemu Nabi junjungan kita, Nabi Muhammad Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam.

Aku percaya ramai dah tengok video ni, especially bagi kaki fesbuk, tapi tak salah rasanya aku berkongsi pada semua. 

 

Betapa sebenar-benar hinanya kita di dunia ini, hinggakan kasut lusuh Nabi itu lebih mulia daripada kita. Wallahualam.

Beyond words.

Alkisah satu hari seseorang buat saye rase tak berharga. Pada fikiran saye, kalau dia boleh sesuka hati batalkan perjanjian dengan saye, maknanye takde la penting sangat kot saye ni. So takpe la takde la nak kecik hati sangat kan, pasni tak berani dah kot nak berjanji dengan dia. Pastu, maybe sebab mood dia pun tengah tak elok kan, dah ler mungkir janji, pastu sedap je dia marah-marah saye yang comel lagi menggiurkan ni.

So I came to a point, oooo takde kepentingan la kot. Maybe friendship ni takde value kot. Bila dia marah centu, saye pun takde la nak balas pape. Senyap je. Anggap je la takat tu je kot persahabatan kami ni.

Bukan takde dia mintak maap lepas tu, tapi saye rase takpe la ko ramai kawan kot, satu hilang, beratus leh cari.

Lepas sebulan senyap, dia mintak maap sekali lagi, kali ni secara terbuka. Touching woh apa dia tulis. Tak sangka la plak duk kat negara orang pun still pandai berkata-kata kan. Kah kah. Yelah dulu saye gaduh dengan kawan baik yang sorang tu pun dia tak pernah pujuk sekalipun sampai tiga bulan tak bertegur. Lagi parah kot haha.

Saye ni bukan lah perlu dipujuk. Tapi saye perlu tau samada persahabatan itu betul dihargai atau pun tak. Kalau orang tak appreciate, buat apa kita teruskan hubungan tu, betul tak?

Untuk kamu yang temper (ekeke),

Gwa takde la marah kat lu. Tapi at one point, gwa betul-betul ingat lu tak rase friendship kita ni penting sangat. Sebab tu la gwa blah je. Yelah gwa tunggu lama beb lu balik. Sekali jadi camni plak kan. Siap lu sound plak kan. Hahah.

Euro punye pasal la I maafkan u. Yelah u je sudi nak sapot team Portugal yang tak mungkin menang kan. Wahahahaa. Kidding.

Terima kasih kerana meyakinkan I tentang friendship ni and I truly appreciate that. I jugak minta maaf sebab boley buat dek je kan pasal ni. :P

Pesanan terakhir gwa,

Gwa nak tengok lu buat itik dance time Euro nanti. Signature lu kan tu. Ahahah.

And yes, I also miss you, buddy. :)