'Dia' UP lagi~

ADEYYY~
Minyak naik lagi...
Aaaarr... tension nye akuu...
Lepas ni makan nasi dengan kicap je la aku..
Tu pun kalau mampu nak beli beras~
Wahahahaha..

GILE JAP AKU.

Tekanannnnn~!!

Excruciating Pain

It's been a tough, really hard day for me yesterday...
And I ended up the day with tears bursting out from my eyes.
Only God.. and my dearest mom knew how frustrated I was..
But anyway, not exactly gonna tell wut happened.


Semalam kelas start seawal 9 pagi, dan habis pukul 7 petang. I guess you guys can imagine how exhausted I was. Keadaan kat MMU lak semakin kronik... aku rase ajaib sungguh sem ni, kereta students makin bertambah dari sehari ke sehari.. Awal-awal pagi lagi parking lot dah penuh sesak dengan kereta. Tensyennye aku. Aku kuar rumah 10 minit awal dan aku masuk kelas 20 minit lambat! Rase nak mengamuk je...ditambah pulak dgn karenah2 drivers yg memasing mcm nak langgar semua kereta. Siap ade yang gado dgn guard tgh jalan. Dah tau jalan jem, lagi mau stop tgh jalan semata-mata nak bertekak dengan guard. Betul-betul tade civic-minded. Pastu bile dah kena u-turn, bukan nak tgk kereta lain.. kan dah kena hon kaw-kaw punye dari aku.


It was such a tiring day. Ditambah pulak dengan kaki-kaki aku yang makin teruk ni.. Housemates aku jumpa aku dekat kampus pun suruh aku balik sebab muka aku dah kronik plus pucat lesi. Ade break kul 3, aku gi tumpang tidur kat bilik Farah.. huhu.. lena jugak walaupun cuaca panas. Pastu bangun balik gi last class.


While having my dinner at HB3 foodcourt, my mom called me and brought me a news that I never wanted to hear. Huhu.. terbatal terus niat nak mengadap rezeki chicken chop malam tu. Perut yang asalnya berkeroncong pun tiba-tiba stop melalak. It's the hardest thing for me to hear her shaky voice.. I knew she cried over the phone. I called my mom this evening.. and so glad to hear everything is fine now. Alhamdulillah.. mungkin ni dugaan Allah untuk kami sekeluarga. Ahh.. begitu dramatik skali...


Next.


Hari tu aku dan member2 lepas gian main volleyball dalam ujan lebat sebab tiap kali nak main, mesti hujan. So masing-masing semacam begitu excited dan semangat skali sampai tak kisah langsung dengan hujan yang sangat lebat. Best, best.. Hampir tiap petang turun main volleyball sampai kaki2 yang penah injured kat buku lali ni kembali buat hal. Ade skali tu, gi jogging (lebih banyak jalan sebenarnye).. balik tu, perghh.. bisa betul sampaikan sapu analgesic cream tu pun tak rase pape.


Besides of my health problem, that's one of the reason kenapa aku tak dapat ikut rakan-rakan seperjuangan silat pergi program Jelajah Alam (pendakian Gunung Nuang). Tolong touch up banner aje lah.. Silap la, patut sign sikit tadi..hehehe. Semoga korang selamat pergi dan balik.. mintak dijauhkan la perkara yang tak elok.. dan semoga usaha dan niat murni korang direstui Allah. Amin..


Dan cakap pulak pasal silat ni, untuk pengetahuan rakan-rakan MMU ku yang ku kasihi sekalian, pendaftaran untuk ahli baru telah pun dibuka sampailah 8 Mac ni. So sesiapa yang teringin nak belajar silat atau terase nak mendalami seni mempertahankan diri, boleh la register sekarang. Tak rugi pun.. malah macam-macam faedah kita boleh dapat. At least, paling koman pun korang tau jugaklah cara-cara nak mempertahankan keselamatan dan maruah diri.. nak nak sekarang ni kes ragut dan kidnap makin banyak.. Daripada kita kosong tak berilmu, bila jadi sesuatu yang tak elok, boleh mati akal.. sekurang-kurangnye bila dah tau martial arts ni (tak kisah la martial arts ape pun), at least keyakinan diri tu dah ade. Haa.. kalau korang nak tau, majoriti member2 silat yang aktif kat MMU ni, diorang punye SAPS points, 4 flat. Termasuk lah aku. Haha.


Ok lah, bagi yang berminat, boleh la YM abang-abang hensem lagi kacak seperti berikut.. Hasfiz ( Y! ID: hasfiiz), Wan Rathnor (Y! ID: spitsid) dan Syahrom (Y! ID: arom80). Kalau segan silu nak message abang-abang hensem tu, nak message aku pun boleh aje.. (fieda84). E-mail pun beres. Sebarang info lanjut pasal Silat Cekak Hanafi, sile layari laman web rasmi SCH.


Wokeh, daa~

Abang Ayang

Dear abang,

Ayang nak mintak kebenaran abang untuk bawa anak-anak balik ke kampung. abang tak perlu hantar ayang sebab ayang mampu untuk bawa anak-anak ke kampung musim cuti sekolah ni dengan bas.. abang jaga lah diri abang dan kereta abang baik-baik... cuma ada perkara yang ingin ayang luahkan disini...


kereta baru abang tu mahal.. harga mencecah 100k barangkali..
sebab tu abang sayangkan kereta abang lebih dari ayang..
sampaikan abang dah terlena dalam kereta abang tu sejak abang beli 3 bulan yang lalu dah masuk 3 malam...
abang sayangkan kereta abang lebih dari ayang, nak tau ngape?


harga kereta abang tu lebih mahal dari wang hantaran yang ayah ayang letakan masa kita kahwin dulu.. cuba hantaran ayang lebih mahal dari harga kereta abang?


tiap-tiap pagi abang mesti gosok kereta abang, nak nampak
berkilat..tapi ayang nak dapat kiss g.morning pun susah


sejak beli kereta tu, sebulan sekali macam-macam aksesori abang beli kat kereta, ayang nak dapat hadiah besday setahun sekali pun susah..


kereta sebulan sekali abang servis, abang kata kena jaga
maintainance..ayang nak dapat pi salon setahun sekali pun susah..


kereta abang make up lawa-lawa.. tapi kalau ayang make up lawa-lawa abang kata ayang tak sedar diri..


kereta abang bagi makan minyak mahal-mahal cecah 100 setin pun ada, ayang nak makan pizza sekeping jer masa mengidam anak kedua kita abang kata ayang mengada-ngada..


kereta abang kalau anak-anak sentuh sikit bodynya abang marah anak macam nak makan, ayang jatuh longkang besar boleh abang gelak..


paling menyedihkan.. ayang tanya ngape tidur dalam kereta? abang jawab takut orang curi kereta abang.. kalau ayang kena curi??


ayang nak balik kampung dulu.. anak-anak nak jumpa atuk dengan nenek depa.. tak nak naik kereta abang takut calar.. ayang calar takpe.. jaga diri elok-elok, sarapan ayang dah sediakan. ayang pi tak lama sekolah bukak ayang balik lah dengan anak-anak.. pesanan ayang..


ABANG SURUHLAH KERETA ABANG TU MASAKKAN MAKAN KESUKAAN ABANG
ABANG SURUHLAH KERETA ABANG TU BASUHKAN PAKAIAN ABANG
ABANG SURUHLAH KERETA ABANG TU GOSOKAN KEMEJA ABANG
ABANG SURUHLAH KERETA ABANG TU SIAPKAN AIR MANDI ABANG
ABANG SURUHLAH KERETA ABANG TU KEMASKAN RUMAH ABANG
ABANG SURUHLAH KERETA ABANG TU URUT-URUT BADAN ABANG
ABANG SURUHLAH KERETA ABANG TU TEMANKAN ABANG TIDUR



love,
ayang

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Dear Ayang,


bukanlah abang sayang keta tu lebih dr ayang.. tapi ayang kene faham keta tu keta bos abang nanti kalau ilang sapa nak ganti.. ayang abang suruh keja ayang xnak, ayang kata nak dok umah jaga anak,nak siap kan sarapan nak kemas umah tapi ayang tiap2 hari bgn tido kul 12.. macam mana nak wat keja umah..


cuba lah ayang pk mana x abang tido dalam keta.. abang balik keja lambat skit ayang dah kunci pintu..bukan nye abang gi foya2, kan abang gi keja...


lagi satu pasal piza yang ayang ngidam tu.. ayang nak piza yg di oder dr jepun.. mana lah abang ada duit nak oder.. abang nak bg apam balik yg jual kat depan ofis abang ni ayang xnak, ayang nak jugak piza dr jepun.. nasib baik abang x belikan kalau x anak kedua kita tu mesti muka cam shin can..ish xnak laa abang..


pasal hadiah kan abang dah belikan tapi abang sembunyi kan kat dapur.. ayang yang tersalah buang ingatkan sampah..tu lah abang suruh kemas umah tu ayang kata umah kita dah bersih tapi hadiah dgn sampah pun dah jadi serupa jek..hadiah tu mahal tau abang beli untuk ayang..


sebenarnye abang sayang ayang lebih dr keta tu wlau pun hantaran masa kita kawin cuma Rm80K.. ayang x tau bpe kali abang turun naik bank nak wat loan rm80k.. tapi demi ayang abang wat jugak..sbb masa tu ayang kalau mekup mmg sebijik maya karin.. tapi sejak ayang wat rebonding 3 tahun lepas stp kali ayang mekup abang terbayang lak muka pontianak dlm citer phsm.. bukan ayang x cantik tapi kening ayang tu gi cukur wat per.. walau pun abang selalu cukur janggut abang tapi ayang xyah laa nak cukur kening ayang tu...


pasal morning kiss tu, ayang bgn pun dah tghri nak morning kis cam mana.. dah laa ayang.. abang malas nak citer..tapi abang nak bg tau jgk kat sini ayang tetap no 1 dlm hati abang.. nanti kalau naik bas tu bebaik.. ayang nak balik kampung abang izinkan cuma jgn lupa kim salam kat mak ayah kat sana..


kalau ada gulai tempoyak ke nanti jgn lupa bwk balik skit.. kalau ada lembu terlepas ke ayang xyah laa susah2 gi kejar lembu tu... biar jek.. nanti abang balik kampung abang kejar kan..bukan apa takut lembu tu tanduk ayang nanti bukan stakat calar jek silap2 leh masuk spital.. abang kene tanduk xpe..


jaga anak2 baik2 jgn bagi diorang main kat sungai musim2 banjir ni.. nak dpt anak bukan senang takut nnti ayang ngidam lagi piza jepun lak, lagi haru.. baik jaga jek yg dah ada tu..


ayang pun jaga diri baik2.. jgn sampai jatuh longkang lagi.. hehe.. abang mmg xnak ketawa masa tu tapi nak wat cam mana ayang jatuh kepala dulu yang masuk longkang..dah laa rambut ayang masa tu baru lepas rebonding.. mmg abang kesian tapi muka ayang lepas jatuh longkang tu xleh abang nak bayang kan cam mana....tgk laa sendiri gambar tu....


ok lah ayang.. nnti lepas cuti skolah kita jumpa lagi yeah.. bye ayang. muahhs.


love,
abang

L.0.V.3

Someone told me, love hurts.
Everyone says, it's unpredictable yet so powerful.
And I came to a conclusion, love is an endurable pain.


Maybe this is the right time to talk about love..
Maybe because it's Valentine,
Or perhaps I'm feeling it now. (I said, maybe)
Whatever the reason you might think of,
The true reason is because I lost my wallet this afternoon and I need to do something before I hang myself over for being such a careless person.
If you think the reason is not relevant,
then we have the same thought.


I don't fall in love easily but I do have crushes all the time. I'm used to having crushes more than one at one time. Having a crush on someone is fun, giving you a flicker of surprise whenever you accidently see him. Makes your life happier and your days brighter.


I can't really remember who was my first crush, but I do remember who was my first love. Someone I knew since high school. Till this second, I never love someone else like I loved him. Yes, it was a sad ending but I'm totally happy for him for having such a wonderful girl beside him. He's the reason why it's so hard for me to open this heart to someone else.


Did I regret for wasting more than four years loving somebody who does not belong to me? My friend said, in love there is no regret. And I guess he's right..


My biggest crush ever was my senior in MMU Melaka. Biase lah kan, junior minat senior. Honestly I feel stupid for being a part of the scenario. And now he's happily married. I was surprised to know that and it's kind of a funny feeling to know that someone you longed for is now 'formally owned' by someone else.


Talking about taste, my taste is totally unpredictable. I can fall for someone who can be funny like hell and very talkative but at the same time, I do love someone who is quiet and warm. Someone who smiles more than he talks. But the most important criteria is someone who has a good sense of humor. I laugh all the time, so I'm hunger for stupid jokes. LOL.


Oh God, wut the heck.. Now is midnight and some crazy guys in my block singing 'Stay The Same' (Joey Mcintyre) so loud I think the whole block can hear them. Damn that's funny! Ok, now they change to 'More Than Words'! COOL! Guys, I know it's Valentine. It's too obvious you're trying hard to cheer up yourself. Wut a great laugh anyway.


Ok lah.. time to do something else. Daa..

Hating the way I hated you.

It was such a long time ago when I hated you so much...
When I could only think of hurting you
Cursing you with every harsh word I knew
I forgot where I was and who you were...

Even what I said and what I did to you
You were still you...
You knew so well it wouldn't be any worse
While I could only think of getting rid of you...
I said you are so mean and selfish when I was the one who was the cruelest person you've ever known
But still...
You are standing right in front of me...
I changed. So did you.
But the way you changed can never be compared to mine.

You never say a word even it's too obvious to hide my mistakes
You let me learn on my own and teach me a lesson with your sweetest way
Leaving me the most painful regret I could ever bare.

I hated you once but you left me nothing but pleasures
I hated you so bad but your trust on me is still standing strong.

You hide your love but I know you never lose your care on me
My love slowly grows so deep on you till I only realized I cried when my cheeks were sticky.

I hate it now cause I lost so much valuable times on hating you
I hate it now because the regret you caused me hurts me so deep and painful
And how I wish I could tell you I do not hate you anymore
And show you how much I love you
May the time will never be too late..

n.e.w.

Yeah.. finally a new layout, again. Thanks to Sha, sebab carikan template.

Minggu ni minggu pertama untuk semester baru ni. Masih mencari-cari mood untuk ke kelas. Balik ke Cyber pun lambat sebab terasa nak tengok JL06 dgn famili.

Hari tu aku dah habiskan seribu nam duit abah untuk cat kete (adiah sebab dpt result bagus, abah ckp) dan hari ni aku habiskan seribu lebih lagi untuk tukar clutch dan gear box. Housemate aku cakap, "Kau kalau dah berjaye tapi lupe kat bapak ko, memang ko macam Tanggang la." Dan aku jawab, "Ni kalau aku tak grad, serupa macam tak payah hidup la."

Sempat jugak aku tendang kete aku kat workshop tadi. Geram pulak rase.

Masa cuti aritu, ada tengok Malaysia's Most Beautiful. Mujur time final. Beautiful hapenye, budi bahasa pun tade. Sapa lah yang best sangat gi vote untuk perempuan-perempuan macam tu. Dilla, pemenang cite tu, boleh cakap lawan dia macam nyamuk selalu menyibuk kat memane je. Wut about her, and her flat nose and breast? Bahh~

Rumah famili aku pulak dah nak siap tak lama lagi. Along dah plan nak pasang Streamyx, so kitorang tiga beradik yang 'hantu' Counter Strike boleh main sama-sama. Aku dan adik dah start berangan ala-ala interior designer dan fikir tema ape nak guna untuk bilik tidur masing-masing. Bilik aku sama besar dengan master bedroom. Dan abah cakap, "Bilik kamu nanti boleh jadi bilik pengantin." Errr... ar?

Anyway, sori lah kalau blog aku ni susah nak upload ke ape-ape ke.. Sekian dulu.. Daa~