Say that again, and I throw you out of the window.

Minggu ni terasa macam masa agak cepat berlalu. Sedar-sedar dah Khamis. On Monday, there was a little chaos I made at the office because of my surprising decision. I already expected it so I did not want to say anything.

I had a sudden fever last two days. Most probably because of tonsils and toothache. Ni aku malas start cakap omputih ni, aku nak tulis dalam bahasa Melayu la gile.

Last week patutnya ada new seating arrangement. Rombakan tempat duduk la. Aku excited nak tukar sebenarnya sebab kembali ke wing lama aku. Situ meja besar sikit. Dah la atas meja aku sekarang ni ada TIGA cpu ok, which is not supposed to happen. Serabut. Kalau security buat spot check ni, konfem diorang question. Ni gara-gara aku among yang dapat a new set of PC dan didapati PC baru aku ada masalah compatibility dengan application yang aku pakai. I had no time to investigate so my lead gave me my colleague’s old CPU as a backup plan since I was chasing dateline. Tapi aku macam tak puas hati, apsal bagi aku CPU mamat ni. Might as  well aku mintak CPU lama aku balik je.

Pastu lead aku cakap, aku dah agak lama tukar PC baru so Service Desk tak nak keluarkan CPU lama aku. “You try talk to him and see la. I asked already, he didn’t want to give,” kata lead aku.

Ces.. lack of seducing skills dia ni. Aku pun nampak mamat tu kat store yang menempatkan longgokan-longgokan PC, terus aku gi kat dia. “Al, I want my old CPU, can or not?”

“Cannot lah.. I don’t even remember which one.”

“I need it la, Al. Kejap jeeerr.. Please? This is very urgent one. Otherwise I cannot do my work.”

Pastu dia ngomel then mata melilau cari CPU aku. Dia tarik satu CPU, “This one ke?”

“Yaaa that one.”

“You sure or not?”

“Sure laa. I recognize my cpu ma.”

Pastu dia pass. Hahahaha. Yes.

“Nak power cable satu. Hee~” aku sengih. Dia campak dua. Siot je.

Jadi, begitulah kisah macamana aku ada tiga CPU. Berbalik pada cerita rombakan tadi, alih-alih dua hari sebelum hari pindah-memindah, diorang buat announcement tak jadi rombak. Siotttt. Ada yang dah siap bungkus ok. Hahaha.

Ni semua gara-gara Prudential merged dengan AIA. Kacau lah!

So korang, belilah insurans Prudential k.  (tiba-tiba)

Sometimes I have problems with my friend who is very outspoken with what she feels. I know we have different interests and hates but I think at some point you need to know how to express your thoughts and opinions in a proper manner. I do respect you, in fact I never said a word about your favourite whatsoever so you should do the same. It’s not that hard to think properly before you simply voice out and trash things you don’t like, you know? Especially when you know your own fucking friend likes what you hate. I’ve been calming myself down with her attitude but yes, sometimes I felt like slapping her filthy mouth. She’s been acting like she’s a knows-it-all but what I can see is whatever she said is mostly based on her opinions, not facts. And when people have different thoughts than hers, she starts to get upset and immature. What the heck~

So you, don’t come and ask me “Is it me you’re referring to?” cause I might answer “Fuck yes.”

It's just another plain thing.

My first semester just ended a week ago. It was an open book exam and we could bring our laptop to ask for Mr Google’s help just in case. It may sounds like a piece of cake but no, it was not as easy as it sounds. There’s always a catch when they say it’s an open book exam. As for my case, we had to provide logics and adaptation in our daily lives as well as current issues in order for us to be able to answer the questions. Pretty tough though but I think the exam went quite well. I hope.

Last weekend was very hectic and I didn’t get enough rest. Besides the exam, we still had classes and presentation. And then I had to rush to somewhere else. I only had two hours sleep on Sunday night which the next morning I had the exam. The rain was so heavy and the sound of thunder and the flashes of lightning made me really hard to fall asleep. I was pretty restless. After the exam, I had to rush to Bangi to meet my friend and then we went off to Mid Valley for a Job Fair.

God, the crowd was unbelievable! But we had expected it earlier on. We were stuck there for more than two hours and I was really really exhausted. Then I had a light dinner at 7pm before heading back home cause I knew I wouldn’t want to eat anything once I reached home. The next day was already Monday and I kept yawning at the office. After work, I had piano class until 9.30pm. And fyi, this week I went for piano practice three nights in a row, until Wednesday.

And on Wednesday, I went to MMU to meet some old friends right after piano class and was there until around 1.20am. I only managed to reach the dreamland at 2am. Yesterday I left the office before 6pm because I knew I ought to have a good rest. I went to bed so early till I felt tired of dreaming. LOL.

Today I received a good news I had waited for a quite a long time. Alhamdulillah. I was glad everything went smoothly and God has given me what I had been wanting for so long.

I was right. 2010 will be a different year for me. =)

I was planning to go back to Ipoh since I have no more classes on weekends for the time being as my mom and my brother kept asking about me coming home (I only managed to go back twice this year) but somehow I already have other plans waiting in line.

This Sunday I will be attending a dinner organized by my MMU juniors. I almost cancelled it cause I had no time to think about the preparation and I was really exhausted with what I had been through so attending a formal dinner would be pretty much a burden to me. But when my friends insisted me to come, I didn’t have a heart to say no anymore. I will come and just grab whatever I have in the closet.

Next weekend I’ll be attending my friend’s wedding. It’s in Putrajaya, very near to my place so it would be best for me to attend her wedding. So that I can meet up some old friends there.

And the following weekend, I might get admitted again. I sent an email to my immunologist this morning as we have to schedule my admission. I started my email by saying,

“Salam Dr. Amir,

I hope you still remember me..”

And then in his email, he replied,

“wslm

of course i remember, who wouldn't with the adverse reaction you had!

let me see how my schedule will be that week and revert.

dr amir”

Hahaha. I couldn’t stop myself from laughing in front of the computer. Yea, it was that bad, I know.

Moving to another direction.

Makin lama aku makin suka lagu Can't Stop Loving You dan Man In The Mirror by Michael Jackson. Taktau la nape. Huhu..

Hari ni dapat news yang tak disangka-sangka. Harapan dah lama putus. Tiba-tiba dapat berita yang nak didengar sebulan yang lalu. Sungguh tak percaya. Terdiam. Tak boleh nak berfikir. Terpaksa mintak untuk bagi keputusan esok.

Terus cari member-member, mintak pendapat. Call ibu.

Akhirnya keputusan dah dicapai. Esok boleh bagitahu.

Apapun,
Syukur ya Allah di atas segala pemberian Mu. Sesungguhnya Engkau lebih Tahu.

Even when you're far away, I can still feel you.

1. Kelas Piano
Best tapi makin susah. Tadi aku sampai awal so cikgu suh prektis dulu kat mana-mana bilik kosong. Next week masuk level seterusnya. Wah dalam masa sebulan je. Haha. Tapi tadi susahnye la hai.. Terkial-kial. Fed-up dengan diri sendiri.

Next week datang awal. Prektis sendiri-sendiri dulu.


2. Mesin cetak
Dah lama tak jadi student ni, dah nak abis satu semester baru lah terasa kekurangan. Takde printer.

Hari tu pas kelas terus pergi Mines beli printer. Dengan bijaknya beli printer pixma mp198. Dah la satu keje pulak aku nak seret pergi ke kereta. Pergi sorang-sorang lak tu. Lenguh tangan sampai esoknya. Hahaha.

Terjumpa Faiz and Melal di Mines. Lawak tul kisah mereka ni. Anyway thanks korang temankan saye makan.


3. Telefon bimbit
Handphone rosak balik. Sungguh sedih. Nyawa tak panjang kot. Sekarang masuk wad balik. Tapi tak kena bayar pape la. Agak marah jugak la. Camne boleh rosak balik. Aritu konfiden je orang tu cakap dah ok. Tapi agaknya orang kedai tu dah bajet aku ni berpotensi bertukar menjadi singa, so dia terus offer nanti dah siap, dia deliver sendiri ke rumah. Hahahaha.

Pasni nak tukar henfon biasa je. Dah malas nak pakai henfon mahal-mahal. Aku memang tak boleh guna henfon lama-lama. Paling lama penah pakai, satu setengah tahun. Ye, saye bukan penjaga barang yang bagus.


4. Peperiksaan
Last Saturday I had my first final exam for my Master. Perghh.. memula in doubt jugak la boleh jawab ke tak cause I really had no time to do revision. Chapter ada 7. Hari Jumaat, print notes kat ofis.. ye baru nak print ok. Balik sharp at 5.30pm tapi pas Maghrib baru start study. Hahah. Pastu kul 12 dah surrender. Ade laa dalam 3-4 jam je aku study. Itupun tolak campor membuat perkara-perkara lain. Hahah.

Terpakse la study main spot question je. Alhamdulillah la apa aku spot tu mostly keluar. Tu pun tibai jugak la. Mudah-mudahan tak teruk sangat la marks aku. Kah kah.


5. Hari Lahir Sha
Ahad lepas.. eh semalam..sambut birthday Sha. Order cupcakes from kawan officemate. Design cupcakes di-google terlebih dahulu. Then susun-susun..send dekat Jalia, yang amik tempahan cupcakes. Blog dia klik sini. Gambar cupcakes boleh view di sini. Sorry la malas gila nak upload dalam blog entry ni.

Sedap cupcakes dia. Jalia designed exactly as I described. I was truly satisfied. I would definitely suggest you to try. Jalia stays in Bangi.

We had fun yesterday. So very much. Thanks sha, fieza and farina! Love you girls!!



Ok la..that's all for now. Ngantok pulak. Hee~~ XD
Nite y'all!!

Keluhuran lelaki secetek air longkang.

Bebaru ni henfon aku rosak secara tidak semena-mena. Touchsreen tidak berfungsi. Mase tu nak matikan snooze alarm. Malas nak pikir, terus pergi mandi. Henfon disorok bawah bantal so bila alarm berbunyi lagi, tak dengar sangat. (Note: Sound alarm saya sangat perlahan. Tak pernah ada orang sempat jaga sebelum saya off alarm tersebut)

Selesai mandi, henfon kembali normal maka alarm dimatikan. Namun begitu, dia kembali membikin onar apabila touchscreen tidak lagi berfungsi dan akhirnya aku mengambil keputusan untuk membeli henfon baru sekalipun hati ini teramat berat yang sangat amat. (maaf di atas keterlanjuran penggunaaan bahasa yang salah)

Malam itu di atas katil, termenung melihat henfon yang tersadai tanpa nyawa. Dengan sungguh-sungguh dan agak dramatik, aku menadah tangan, "Ya Allah, beri lah aku petunjuk!"

Esoknya di Mines, aku mundar-mandir di sekitar kawasan jajahan penjual-penjual henfon. Beberapa kedai aku approach, mata melihat henfon-henfon yang terpamer. Sungguh tidak berkenan~~~ Iphone yang dulunya menjadi igauan, kini jauh dari ingatan.

Akhirnya sebuah kedai aku hampiri dengan rasa kosong.

"Henfon yang macamana you mau?"

"Yang ada semua. Wifi, 3G, kamera..."

Dia keluarkan satu demi satu. Semua aku tak minat. "Keciknye screen!" aku mengomel.

"You henfon apa pakai sekarang?"

"Henfon I dah rosak la... Pixon."

"Aiyo itu screen besar. You beli mahal kan? Itu apa rosak? Ini ada satu henfon Pixon orang hantar kasi repair. Touchscreen problem." (Petunjuk Tuhan beri)

"Hah? Ye ke? Boleh repair ke?"

"Boleeyy~~~ You kasi repair la."

Dalam sesaat lebih sikit, muka aku kembali bersinar seperti pinggan yang dicuci Sunlight. Terus agree untuk repair.

"Tapi itu mau RM300 wo..."

"Ye ke??" Buat-buat terkejut. Dalam hati, RM300 kalau nak dibandingkan henfon baru yang berharga seribu lebih?

Dipendekkan cerita, tokei kasik satu henfon temporary untuk diguna pakai sepanjang ketiadaan sang Pixon. Nokia lama.. ape ke nombor series nye. Aku pernah guna henfon tu dulu selama beberapa... minggu.

Balik rumah, saja check Inbox and Sent folders. Sent folder penuh dengan SMS tuan lama henfon tersebut. Semuanya untuk si kekasih hati.

"Yayang makan dengan sapa?"

"Yayang watpe?"

"I love you 2."

Oh tuan punya henfon ni dulu seorang lelaki. Mujur mesej-mesejnya clean.. Aku tak baca semua, scroll down.... Sehinggalah terjumpa sms yang rasa sungguh menimbulkan syak wasangka.

"Better la u tinggalkan boyfriend u dan terima i. i'm better than him. u pun tau boyfriend u tu tak gune kan? lebih baik u pilih i."

Ada lagi. Berbaur mengayat gadis ini. Aku geleng kepala.

Wahai lelaki.. sungguh la kamu ini tak boleh dipercayai. Kenapa lah banyak sangat lelaki aku jumpe, ade pompuan lain? Ini tidak tipu ye. Ini bukan tuduhan. Tapi laki-laki yang bikin tahi ini semuanya aku kenal, kecuali empunya henfon tadi. Even di tempat kerja pun sama. Dah kawen, tapi ade girlfriend. Kawan-kawan ku ramai yang bapa mereka punya cewek selain ibu mereka.

Baru tadi jumpa seorang kawan lelaki. Sudah berkahwin. Anak empat. Bercita-cita ingin kahwin dengan janda. Bila aku geleng kepala, dan bertanya perihal Nabi, dia menegakkan Nabi juga berkahwin dengan janda.

Terus aku melenting, "Nabi berkahwin dengan perempuan yang tahu jaga aurat. Tahu jaga naik baik agama! Ini janda macamana yang kamu nak kawen?"

Kerana aku kenal siapa perempuan itu.

"Dan kamu yakin sungguh kamu mampu? Zahir dan batin? Kalau ye pun nak guna ayat al-Quran untuk dijadikan alasan, jangan guna separuh ayat."

Terdiam. Lantas dia berlalu. Belum lagi aku bertanya apa niat sebenar niat untuk dia berkahwin lagi.