A reward.

Lately ni aku rasa lebih rajin nak update blog guna iphone app je daripada duduk properly mengadap laptop dan layari www.blogger.com/home (taip manually noks) walaupun takde lah kerap mana pun aku update haha. But if takde app ni lagi malas kot nak mengarang.

Antara faktor kemalasan ni aku rasa sebab aku adalah seorang pengguna twitter yg agak tegar. Agak je la. Sebab bebaru ni aku tahan 5 hari tak tweet. I could go longer but ada orang sudah sedih laa bila tak nampak tweets aku kat timeline dia hahaa.

Why?

Aku adalah seorang yang tak suka terlalu clinging dengan sesuatu kebendaan. Contoh, social networking. Facebook. Twitter. Tumblr. Even blog.

Its like can you live one day without Facebook? Tanya soalan ni pada orang-orang yang benda pertama buat kat ofis adalah bukak Facebook.

I am Twitter freak. Dulu sampai satu hari tu kena ban la dengan Twitter from tweeting sebab dah exceed total tweet counts for one day.

When I realized tweeting is always the first thing I do to start my day, I knew I had to slow down. Dulu, when Twitter was still a virgin, I woke up and checked my Twitter. On bed. Before my eyes were 100% widely opened. When I was still under my blanket.

Kan bagus kalau addicted to reading macam tu sekali. My writing skills are slowly declining due to lack of reading compared to last time. Duh.

I once closed my Facebook for 3 months and had to reactivate it back cause my lecturer when I was doing my masters needed to form a group in Facebook. Reluctantly reactivating it I must say.

(God I really need to start sleeping with books again)

Addicted to social networking sites is not healthy. At least to me.

Bukak timeline je, baca cerita mengarut. Daripada gambar2 susu mak budak yg penuh peti ais hingga ke "LIKE if you wanna go to Mekah". Seriously guys!!! Do you really have to do that to prove your love to God?

This is between you and God.. entah ler. This is just my two cents. Do u think God will question you about ur prayers or about how many times you click LIKE in Facebook?

There are so many ways. So many ways God told us in Quran to show our love to Him.

Dan bagi aku, ibadat ini satu rahsia. The more u keep it to urself, the higher rewards you'll get. Penah dengar tentang jika kita ingin berbuat kebaikan dgn tangan kanan, seboleh-bolehnya tangan kiri pun tak tahu tentang kebajikan yang kita buat? Yes to that extend.

And no. If I ever get married and have kids, there is no way I'm gonna share with everyone my milk that I pump out from my BREASTS.

My dad has my Facebook.

My brother.

My lecturer.

My silat trainers.

My male cousins.

My swimming coach.

My male colleagues.

My boss.

Just. Euw.

Bagi aku, ini hak aku, anak dan suami. Takde sapa perlu tengok kot.....

Haha.

Sorry dear friends who do this a lot. This is truly something that doesn't go my way.

You have all the reasons to do it. Silakan. :) But I can't find any.

Maybe sebab naluri keibuan sangat kuat till u have this strong urge to share it with the whole world?

Seriously korang nak tunjuk apa sebenarnye?? LOL.

Did you ever think perasaan orang yang kahwin bertahun2 tak dapat anak?

Those who cant get pregnant?

Those with breast cancer?

Those yang memang tak dapat produce breast milk?

Those yang masih ada susu tapi kematian anak?

Those yang tak mampu nak beli breast pump?

Those yang kematian isteri?

I'm just wondering. No hard feelings ye ladies.

I asked those moms, at my mom's age, would they share it? They didnt answer. They only gave this weird face as if I just asked a very rude question. I still remember my mom's eyes went bloodshot.

But I think I'm in a tiny group to think this way. So please dont be bothered much alrite? ;)

There's another trend people do in social networking sites. They pray.

But I have one reason I believe why people do that. Kita yang baca ni insyaAllah tolong Amin kan. Moga lebih panjang doa tu.

So its totally okay with me. But dont only recite your doa there. :) There's always a better place and time.

Kalau tak, susah-susah je Nabi nego dengan Tuhan kan untuk kurang kan daripada 50 ke 5. :D

And you know what?

Sebenarnye aku nak cerita pasal Masters aku hence the title "A reward". Tapi dah ke laut laaa pulakkkkk.

In the next entry insyaAllah.

Before I end, please forgive me for my words and opinions. I know I will hurt lots of people coz of this entry.

Maaf ye!

Hugsss.

And now I gotta start asking myself this:

Can I live without the Internet?