alif. ya. wau.: Didn't anyone tell you you're supposed to break my heart?

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Didn't anyone tell you you're supposed to break my heart?

Oh please tell me what I really want in my life..

Oh no, it's not even three decades yet, I feel so bored.

Please tell me what I really need..

Besides breathing.. and yelling.. and yawning.. and sleeping.. and working.. and praying.. and hoping... and crying..

I NEED TO KNOW WHAT I NEED TO HAVE.

Give me clues. At least.

Feeling sick to people who are too dependant.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...: bb,what happened? :(; May 27, 2009 at 12:18 PM
@yU said...: nuthin..

just feeling lost..; May 27, 2009 at 12:52 PM
PANGLIMACYBER .Inc said...: u need luv,my fren!
fill ur life again with laugh and smile, then the luv will come...; May 27, 2009 at 1:33 PM
@yU said...: LOVE???!

*pengsan*

i'm just lost. show me the right path.

oh yea.. maybe i need someone to guide.; May 27, 2009 at 7:54 PM

Tiny Truths

.@yu Fieda.

.ayu debiyu is a nickname given by my late grandmother. whereas ayu fieda is my virtual name. have shifted to 16 houses. a massive fan of harry potter but hate the movies. love rice porridge very much. prefer to cook Malay dishes than western. addicted to buy books online. currently have more than 20 unread books. favourite magazine is Chip. tendency of losing rings if buy more than one. changed handphones 15 times. huge fan of international football. strongly against pollution, animal abuse and discrimination. always feel humans are being cruel to the world. fastidious about toothpaste not being squeezed from the bottom. do not understand shoplifters. love sushi but hate wasabi. terrible at playing any sports. get frustrated with ownself very easily. secret ambition is to be an author which is now no longer a secret. huge crush on brian littrell and anderson luis de souza. scared with dogs. love to sing and dance. didn't know i'm lefthanded until somebody screamed, "Eii, you're lefthanded!". laugh a lot, can be ridiculously happy. wearing seatbelt while driving is my best habit. both my Bahasa and my english suck, so bear with it. hate chewing gum. ~~addicted to ebay~~. need at least 3 pillows for a good sleep. mark book page by remembering the page number. favourite flower is carnation. pissed off when people littering in my car. don't fall asleep easily. taking rice makes me weak and lazy. adore on how people can quit smoking. have one experience car spinning on the road. don't test me on friendship, i'm vulnerable. taking too many photos makes me exhausted. always set alarm with odd numbers like 7.13, 5.51 or 7.48. been to all states except Sarawak. love rain and clouds. eating is my guilty pleasure. hate when people pinch my nose and cheeks (yes,i mean it). pierced my ears twice. all fave teachers were my English teachers. used to love drawing. think Myspace is a complete disaster. most valued personal asset is car. longest asthma attack ever encountered is four days. ~~hate current job~~. dream guy is someone who is extremely patient, calm, funny and active in any sports. knowledge would like to learn is about pre-conscious mind and astronomy. deeply in love. think in some sense, malays need help.

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